P.S.

WHY ARE MEN SO DENSE!?

I'm sick of false people.
People who will judge you as soon as look at you or, even worse, know you and deliberately misunderstand you.
I'm sick, ill, whatever it is.
I'm feeling vulnerable and weak and pretty much on the floor. I'm in a position where you an kick me when I'm down and I won't fight back. I can't. I've lost control on my voice.

And there are people out there who will kick you. Not physically but mentally. People will do anything to stop people from pitying you.

Truth is, I'm a bit sick of a lot of people. But I can't exactly come out and say it to people's faces.
There are those I adore. And they stick by me and never let you down. These are the people that you look after and when you yourself are in trouble will come knocking at your door.

I know it may seem selfish, but I was one of those people who just did anything for anyone if I thought it would help. I never expected anything in return. And then you get it stuffed in your face. End of.

Rant over.
Hope you're well.
I'm in love. Happy days.

xxxxx