Argh!

So...yeah. Kill me now if you please?

I'm a horrible person. I'm awful. I'm not a tease and I don't lead people on. I'm naturally very affectionate to friends, that's just me. I want friends. I don't want complicated. This is complicated. I also want sleep, but noooooooooo, I can't have that either. 

I wish there was an easy way to say this. I really do. I HATE HURTING PEOPLE! 

And it's not even my fault. 

I'm not everything people say I am! I'm not this perfect little being. Of course I'm not! I've got wobbles and disfigurements inside out too. 

Blindness.

I'm actually ripped apart by this. 

I've never been in this situation. And I don't understand myself. I wish I did. 

I'd be lucky if it all just blew over, but this IS my life we're talking about and nothing is ever simple. 

Right. 

Bed. 

Fuck. 

Shit.

etc etc (insert more horrible words here)

xxxxx